Gail P. First Love Lost
met in the ticket line
for Hendrix’s first show
at the Cleveland
Music Hall
we went to lunch
gave her my number
she said she’d see
me at the show
called the next day and
canceled wasn’t
going – made other
plans wished me well
doubled with a friend
blind date – to bitter end
no spark, no fire, just
long with no desire
ran into Gail in stair-
well before the show
apoloized said she
would soon seek me out
gaver her my address
and went to my seat
show delayed a bomb
threat called in
the show went on
Hendrix made love
to his guitar on
stage then burned it
two days later, she
arrived at my door
took me to my bed
became my first love
a summer of reverie
then a sad ending
she was pregnant
by her old boyfriend
decided to marry him
me a temporary
distraction while
making her plan
marry into ‘good’ family
wealth connected social
elites would satisfy her
ambisious desires
despondent I moved
to Ann Arbor
recovered moved on
new adventures, new songs
–LE


2 responses to “First Love and Lost”
It’s sad but youth often left us wanting and regret.
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Truth! And it took many more ‘regrets’ before I learned to accept what IS, without expectations… lots of meditation … time and age… Thanks for reading…; -)
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